Happy Birthday!
Your Horoscope
September 12, 2002
You're entitled to change your mind, and you probably have good reasons, too. Old habits die hard, whether you're trying to adjust your behavior or think differently about someone else. You'll end up with the right person eventually.
That is so weird to hear because last night I had an interesting talk with "MrBialamos" on the phone. He was acting strange. He, again, said something about me coming from Boston. BAL-TI-MORE honey...Baltimore. So he asked if I was going to take him there...then he paused...and said when we get married. I didnt say anything back to that. Then he quickly said something about how I would never marry him. Then he asked what I would do if he kissed me...again, he quickly said something about how I would probably slap him. Then he went into this spiel about how much he cares about me and how he doesnt just kiss anyone and do I remember that night we went to the beach and yada yada yada. All of that was like a million and a half hours ago. I dont really know how I feel about him now. I am trying not to care, but with every nice thing he says or does, its hard. He really is a nice guy and not too bad on the old ojos if ya know what I mean, but there is still some apprehension on my part. I havent forgotten how bad it was before, which he apologizes for every chance he gets. But really, what makes people not do the same things over? And how can I be assured he wont?
So anyway, I also talked to "MrCuriousGeorge" last night so he must be over that whole conversation we had the other night. Yippee! He asked me again when I would be coming back. I told him that I didnt know. He asked me if I was planning on following him forever. Yeah right, dont flatter yourself there. I talked about it long before I knew him. Yeah, he may have done it first, but I thought of it first. Whatever, it doesnt matter. He asked me what city I will be in, so I told him. He mentioned that it would only be an hour and a half away. But the thing is, if/when I go there, I will be staying more than likely with my ex. Which probably wouldnt make "Georgie" coming over the best idea. Because if I stay with him, I will be working things out with him. So, that makes "Georgie" a past time.
And yeah, ummm, today is my birthday and I have a headache. Doesnt that sound fun? I came in this morning to work to find a nice big arrangement of flowers on my desk with a card and breakfast stuff in the breakroom, so that was nice. I got cards from everyone, although I am slightly disturbed by a couple them...which came from my boss/uncle. He ran out this morning to get his car washed and I guess he picked me up a three cards while he was there because he couldnt decide on just one. First, he comes back bitching that the cards were $7. Yeah, you both drive a Mercedes and a $7 card is too much, why? So anyway, the three cards were pretty funny...
Card #1:
(Cute little monkey on the front) Upset about getting older? Do what Pat, the pissed off primate does...(open card)Fling poop at anyone who makes contact with you. It doesnt reverse the aging process, but it seems to ease Pat's pain. ~~~And he signed it: Wow, $7 for some birthday cards! That is all you're getting from your cheap ass uncle! Happy Birthday.
Card #2:
(Cow doing a strip dance on a pole while two cows are sitting at table down in front talking) "Oh sure, they are nice...but are they real?" (open card)Hope your birthday is udderly fantastic! ~~~And he signed it: I know yours are real! Have a good one!
WTF??? What is that about? I am just going to pretend that I didnt read that, because if I do, I will be totally grossed out. Its gross on so many levels.
So I am going to try to breeze through my day and go home. I am going to break down and pick up "MrBialamos" on my way and take him back with me. We are going to have a dinner thing at the house. Since, I have to take my shot tonight, I dont really want to go out. Especially after how sick I got last week. That is sorta why "Ms2inchman" thought we shouldnt do the movie thing. In case I got sick, I would be in a theater nowhere near home. So I think she may be stopping over later. "MsMoHoney" is going to have dinner with us. So it will be a nice relaxing evening at home with friends instead of going anywhere. Sounds perfect to me.