So this morning just to be one step ahead, I listed my apartment on Roommates.com.
I havent talked to him. We havent talked in two days now. And I absolutely hate this. The silence is better than the fighting, but I want to know what's going on. I'm okay with letting him stay there...as long as rent is still paid on the 1st.
I've started going my own way. I think I could be okay with that. Two people living together...sure, they happened to have dated before, but that's long over. I can be an adult and live with him...like two adults.
We'll see what happens.
I wish he only knew how much trust I'm putting into him right now.
When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said you've got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sound,
sway of your hips round rings true
Echo's deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside,
i don't bring stride
My thoughts are warm,
and they go deep inside of you
Oh yeah And I never felt alone
Alright, alone...alone
Till I met you
Friends say I've changed
I don't listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress, shouts in darkness
I'm so alive
I'm Deep inside of you
You said boy make girl feel good
But still...deep inside...STILL!
I've never felt alone
Till I met you
I'm alright on my own
Till I met you
And I'd know what to do
if I just knew what's coming
I would change myself if I could
I'd walk with my own people if I could find them,
And I would say that I'm sorry to you,
I'm sorry to you,
but I don't want to call you,
But then I want to call you
cause I don't want to crush you,
But I feel like crushing you
and it's true
I took for granted you were with me,
I breath by your looks
and you look right through me
But we were broken and didn't know it
But we were broken and didn't know it
But we were broken and didn't know it
But we were broken and didn't know it
Right...oh, what's right?
Something's gone you withdraw
and I'm not strong like before I was
Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me, starts to bleed
I've lost my self there's nothing left,
it's all gone...Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you