UGH! Today was your typical monday and I really hate those.
Work was horrible at times, but I dont even really feel like getting into that. Lets just say, overall, that with today being the day that it has been...I just want to disappear. I seriously could just get into my car and drive away and not think twice.
My day went like this...
I met up with "MsAngelic" for lunch. While there, "MsBoobalot" called to get together tonight for a movie. We were going to meet up with "MsAngelic" and her boyfriend after she went to pick him up at the airport.
So, I met "MsBoobalot" at her house around 6 pm and we headed the Block to see The Bourne Identity. It was a great movie. So afterwards, we grabbed a bite there. I was so tired tonight I just wanted to go home and sleep. Looking back, that is exactly what I should have done. But NO! I had to get online and run into "MrCostanza" and we got into all the shit that has been going on. Instead of telling the gist of it...I decided to cut and paste our conversation for you. Names have been changed to protect the guilty! ASS!
"MrCostanza": hey
"MrCostanza": your up late
mspsyched1: Just walked in the door actually...you know me, I am always up late.
"MrCostanza": I am going to drop off your cd's later this week
mspsyched1: no hurry on them, take your time
mspsyched1: I really hope you arent pissed at me
"MrCostanza": I am done with them
"MrCostanza": nah, but I was considering doing a disappearing act.
mspsyched1: disappearing act on what?
"MrCostanza": just disappearing from the group for my last 5 weeks
mspsyched1: If I am included in that and you feel you need to, then do what you got to do. Just remember, that I wasnt the one who said ANYTHING to "MsBoobsalot" to start this.
"MrCostanza": I just don't want drama is all
mspsyched1: No one is giving you any drama
"MrCostanza": ah huh
mspsyched1: who? Not me
"MrCostanza": why did you ask if I was mad at you?
mspsyched1: Because I got the impression that you were and I really dont want you to be.
"MrCostanza": I am not mad.
"MrCostanza": Just alarmed
mspsyched1: alarmed at what?
"MrCostanza": well you were really sweatin me on the details that I gave "MsBoobsalot"
mspsyched1: No I wasnt
mspsyched1: I was just curious about what you said...because I got the impression that it wasnt completely truthful
"MrCostanza": actually in the group, you are pretty much the only cool one
mspsyched1: thank you...I feel the same about you
mspsyched1: I hope you will stay in contact with me
"MrCostanza": Well that would be nice
"MrCostanza": We do need to clarify something though.
"MrCostanza": I do like ya alot, but I get some indication that you think of us as more than friends with benefits?
mspsyched1: why do you think that?
"MrCostanza": well several times you have said to me that you were thinkin you needed to move or something.
"MrCostanza": I think it was when I asked you what you were thinkin
"MrCostanza": and you said there was no way in hell you could tell me
"MrCostanza": and I think I remember the indication being something other than just getting back to see your family
mspsyched1: The only reason I have ever considered moving, not to pop your ego, but was because with my medical condition, I wanted to be near my family
"MrCostanza": ahhh
mspsyched1: I have no family support here, and I truly miss that
"MrCostanza": my ego isn't much to begin with though
mspsyched1: you being there would only be an added benefit, but it wouldnt be the only reason
mspsyched1: I have never thought I was anything other than a booty call
mspsyched1: never!
"MrCostanza": am I a booty call to you?
mspsyched1: No, I never thought of you like that
mspsyched1: I am good at accepting things for face value and not reading into things too deeply looking for things that arent there
mspsyched1: so just to recap...is the air clear here?
"MrCostanza": ya
mspsyched1: positively, positive you are sure...cause if you have anything to say or ask...now is your shining moment
"MrCostanza": I am cool now
"MrCostanza": well you gots to tell me what works best for you
mspsyched1: what works best for me as far as what?
"MrCostanza": would you rather us not mess around anymore?
"MrCostanza": and just talk and other things.
mspsyched1: I never had a problem in the first place
mspsyched1: you did !!!
"MrCostanza": oh goodness.
mspsyched1: I was, am, and always will be fine with whatever. I am a whatever girl...I bend to the occasion
mspsyched1: If its nothing, its nothing...if its whatever, its whatever
mspsyched1: doesnt matter to me
"MrCostanza": ok, just checkin
mspsyched1: why?
"MrCostanza": well if you get upset by things or more is going on in your head then we need to not mess around
mspsyched1: who the hell ever mentioned me getting upset or things in my head. I really think you are reading WAAAAAAY to much into this
mspsyched1: I dont have a problem with it. There is no need to make a big deal over it
"MrCostanza": (insert every emoticon)
"MrCostanza": that is how I feel
"MrCostanza": hehe
mspsyched1: how do you feel?
mspsyched1: talk to me, I am here
"MrCostanza": I FEEL GREAT!
mspsyched1: you have my attention
mspsyched1: speak to me
mspsyched1: let it all out
mspsyched1: put it all on the table
mspsyched1: clear the air
mspsyched1: you will feel better
"MrCostanza": just want to make sure you don't have feelings for me beyond friendship
mspsyched1: hold on...I fell of my chair in hysterical laughter..I may have even bumped my head. Why would you think that?
"MrCostanza": lol
"MrCostanza": ok then I was way off
mspsyched1: If I did for one remote second...its COMPLETELY gone now so you dont have to worry
mspsyched1: That was pretty strange to say
mspsyched1: <~~insert uncomfortable silence here
"MrCostanza": huh?
"MrCostanza": why?
"MrCostanza": I just went to get a drink
mspsyched1: ok
"MrCostanza": maybe weds evening you can come burn some cd's that you want
mspsyched1: possibly
A little later on...
"MrCostanza": your still up you nut?
mspsyched1: Yes, I am not tired...cant sleep
mspsyched1: Updating my diary
mspsyched1: for today
"MrCostanza": did I make it to the diary?
mspsyched1: you will never know
mspsyched1: maybe ya did, maybe ya didnt LOL
"MrCostanza": I am in there
mspsyched1: why is that "MrEgoBiggerThanChina"?
mspsyched1: kidding
"MrCostanza": just know
mspsyched1: just know what?
mspsyched1: what do you know?
"MrCostanza": I know nothing
"MrCostanza": just guessing that I am in there
mspsyched1: in where?
mspsyched1: in your room?
mspsyched1: what, are you wanting me to say that its all about you...would that make you feel better...cuz I am a good fibber...I learned from the best TEE HEE!
"MrCostanza": yes, its all about me
"MrCostanza": you know that
mspsyched1: who told you that?
"MrCostanza": I told myself that
mspsyched1: oh, ok
mspsyched1: well you will have to wait until I get it all published and find out
mspsyched1: No one will know who they are anyway...I use nicknames for everyone...to protect the guilty, ya know
mspsyched1: I am kidding, its not being published..they are making a movie out of it.
Then, he came back and started BS'ing about shit I dont care about like music. I told him to download Untouchable Face by Ani DeFranco. How apropos! Fits him very well. So I have made up my mind...no more "MrCostanza". I will fade to black and he wont see me for the 5 weeks he has left here. I will pick up my cd's from him and that its. As for burning cd's at his place...the only thing of his I wanna see burn is his ass! Time to move along to the next trick.
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