I went to online tarot reading site...this is what it had to say...
This first card represents who you are, and the foundation that you stand upon at this moment. This card represents your present position or you attitude within your circumstances. Allow this card to put you into perspective. The Two of Cups represents a partnership, marriage, love and friendship. The partnership may either be romantic or having to deal with business. If you have just met someone interesting, you can expect that the relationship will grow. This holds true for business as well, meaning that there is a bonding and friendship. I see a commitment.
This second card gives you information about how others see you. You seem disappointed to people who are around you. They feel that you have suffered loss and sadness, and that you are mourning. You may have a look about you that makes you look depressed, and despondent. You need to take advice from outside help.
This third card gives you a clue about what brought you to where you are now. You need to listen to your own intuition and trust yourself. You are a very intuitive person, and educationally oriented. You have a lot of integrity and honesty, and although your words may be sometimes hurtful, your sentiments and your heart are in the right place.
This last card shows you what your probable outcome will be. You will experience a complete breakdown of things as you know it. There will be total chaos and destruction. The old rules that you have been playing by will no longer apply. The outcome will result in a termination, a bankruptcy, an unexpected event, events left behind, or an abandonment of past relationships. Whatever your final result, you can be sure that there will be a shock. You may suffer an important loss. However, you will end up with a clear understanding when everything is done.
Yeah, I'm thinking that I dont need a better understanding of things as I understand them very well.
He just called me a little while ago. He called me to tell me that "MrGIjoe" had moved around the entire kitchen. It was like I am the mother (god help us all) and he was one child tattle-tailing on the other.
I dont really care that the plates are now in this cabinet instead of that one. I'm not really caring that the pots are now down in here instead of there. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THAT'S HOLY...I CANT EVEN FIND PEACE AT WORK!